Friends ..

A letter that i’ve received from a close friend of mine . It’s like a deja voo .

Assalamualaikum

Let me just go straight to the point jerlah kei helmi…

Our friendship nie….it has been a treat to my relationship senang cete mcmtu lar…ade org assume maybe i will have something going on with u… nie suma tak leh nk salahkan dia gak… coz its my fault gak… coz dulu i pernah still ade contact dgn my ex that is ezanee…while being with azmi…so its consider like cheating gak lar… byk kali i tpu azmi…mgkir janji tapi still buat lagi…coz that time hati panas time to make mistake…its life…but i guess apa yg terjadi nie pun its life lar kot…

i mintak tlg please stop contacting me…tak kira melalui apa sahaja… ym ker facebook ker myspace ker ape2 jerlah..stop it…i nk jaga hati dia for the last time…where by i really wanted to change…i guess he just dont have the patient to wait for me to change coz i nie degil sgt… keras kepala…suka mungkir janji…penipu…unfaithfull…im the worst that a gurl could be helmi…tak guna u kwn dgn org cam i…

at this moment pun…dia btul2 dh tak leh tahan dgn i dah helmi… i hurt him so much…i cant make him happy…i nk brubah tapi kate dia i tak de initiative langsung nk berubah…i have stoped opening ym n myspace suma…stop…slama nie dia yg bukak…n when he saw your msg to me in ym…hum…he said….i havent changed…thats sad…coz bila i ckp i nk delete dia tak bg…hum…i dah ketepikan kwn2 baik i yg lain but not you at first ….whereby u know my frends r important for me kan…now that dia pun angkat kaki…thats great lar…padan muka i kan…so please…just leave me alone kei…jaga lar relationship u n your gf gak…kena paham gak..even kita mmg tak ade ape2 perasaan kat each other…

its okey lar helmi…u know i dh jatuh i akan naik balik kan…as for this time im really on my own…without any friends…or even the one that i love…only me myself n i & my family….

i harap…u tunaikan pemintaan i nie…show some respect to Azmi… where i loved with all my heart…i really want to changed i guess we were never meant to be with each other lar agaknye… so just tc lar kei… i hope he will be okey…n helmi…u tau i bila i sayang ssorg mcmane kan… i give him everything…as at this moment i buang kwn2 i…dunia i…i do anything to show to him that i want to change…he walk away from my life…i’ll let him be…biarkan lar dia tinggalkan i…jgn i tinggalkan dia…u adalah the best friend i’ve seen and a best listener,i’ve should took ur advised before ,but jeez ..it’s too late for now.U r really a great person .But i’ve got to show some respect to Azmi.

tc kei helmi…bye…

It’s hurt a lot … and make me questioned myself .. does everyone hate me ?

Sung by a friend of mine also . From Sabah.